Mood: Meh.
Listening to: July Crisis – Till I lost control
I think I need food. I am kind of hungry. But I don’t want anything.
I ordered some stuff off of ebay weeks and weeks ago. Cuticle scissors and a ginger grater. I got the scissors about a week ago.. No news regarding the ginger grater. I can’t wait to get it. I’ll start making good foods again. Or.. the dishes I’m making will have more grated ginger and garlic in them. I was watching TV earlier and I saw a huuuuge steak, and I remembered having beef in the freezer. I should make something with it. Cut it up and boil it in gravy for hours and hours till it’s so tender it melts on your tongue. I need beef.
I also am starting to hate my computer more and more. Now Java is borked on it. I can’t get anything using java to work. I can’t log into my bank.. I can’t get the chat room on the movie site to work. It’s really frustrating. It keeps telling me that I don’t have java installed on my computer, which is bullshit because I KNOW I have java installed. I’ve installed it like three times trying to get the fucker to work. So I have no idea what to do. I could delete the whole thing and install win7 on it. Maybe that’d teach it a lesson.
I was watching loads of movies this morning. “The guy from Harlem”, “Peter Pan (2003)”. OK, so not loads. I was looking at some rifftrax vids on youtube and they had one on “The guy from Harlem” so I had to check the movie out. That thing is bad. I can see why they decided to riff it. I want to order the movie with riffs, but it’s kind of expensive. I could wait a month or so, see how the economy holds up. I seriously need to win the lottery. At least enough to balance out the expenses. My friend Linda suggested I’d take up a loan at the bank. Yeah, but I need to be able to pay the loan back too without starving each month, so I am deciding not to go that rout. Not that I think any bank would give me a loan. Not that I have bad credit. I have no credit cards and I refuse to get one. I don’t want to spend money I don’t have. I’m scared to death, almost, of debt. But I don’t earn a whole lot of money, so why should I get a loan I can’t repay? Besides… I’d rather ask my dad for it :p
I think I know what I need… some upbeat music.
Well, I’m back from the store. I got garlic baguettes for dinner today. I can’t wait. Delicious Mexican stew thingie with lovely garlic baguettes. I also got pork crackling. Soooo good. And I got coke for the movie later today. I think I’m going to need it. We’re watching “Biker Zombies from Detroit”. I haven’t watched it before.. and I’ve heard it’s painful to watch. Only time will tell.
Oh, yeah. Peter Pan. I haven’t seen the movie in ages. And even though it’s a good story, I can’t help but really dislike Peter. Why? Well, because he’s a douche. Just see how he irks Hook so, calling him old and unloved. Psha! I say. Why, if I were one of the pirates I’d love on Hook so bad. But only if the Hook was played by Jason Isaacs… I love his wickedness. Yeah, I know. But look at it this way. Hook is a pirate, he’s supposed to be mean. Needless to say I didn’t see the part where he gets eaten by the fucking crocodile. Stupid kid.
I was thinking about writing a movie review if it, but I can’t be arsed. I am not in the mood to. I need a really, really good movie to write a review about. I need a good movie that inspires me to write. I have’t seen one of them in ages.
I hope I get out of my funk.