Mood: doing ok.. considering…
Listening to: Jan is watching fast downward skiing on tv.. and I don’t have music on… wish I did… Hang on…
Listening to: Vide Cor Meum (the Hannibal Opera thingie from Hannibal that was in the Hannibal movie… <.< )
The unemployment office is still at it. They insist on handing me money… which I’m fine with.. if I didn’t have to pay it all back when they finally get their thumbs out their asses and DO something about it. Yes, I’m pissed off… I’ve told them threee times now.. WHEN are they gonna straighten things out??? It would be easier if they could just give me a number to the people who dish out money so that I could call them and say “STOP EEET!”
Another reason for me being all twitchy and irratable might be because my hormones are all over the place… pretty soon that time of the month…. AND ON TOP OF THAT I DECIDED THAT I WOULD TRY TO QUIT SMOKING!!!! *rawr*
It’s day four now and I’m all GIMME SOMETHING FOR THE EEEEDGE!!! D:
My boyfriend is also trying to quit, but he’s going to do the a little at a time approch rather than the cold turkey, which I did… Maybe I should just… once a day…. like right after dinner… that’s when the craving is worse… Although, I wouldn’t say that I smoke all that much anyways.. I have on avarage like 8 a day… and if I cut it down to one a day… that wouldn’t be too bad…would it???? And at least I know I can go four days without anything… I just need to find something to chew, I think.. something to occupy my mouth… lol (And I urge all the dirty minds in the world NOT TO GO THERE!)
I’ll keep you posted on my progress and setbacks, cause I know there will be some… Maybe I should take up drinking instead… at least I’ll be well hydrated… unless I drink g&t which I intend….or Jägermaister… vodka…
Anyways… thus far I’m doing well… Like I said, I’ll keep you posted…
*huggles*
Lene
P.S: Congrats, Obama, for finally taking office… :3
I was listening to the radio the other day, 24 hours after you had been inogurated (sp?), and the guy on the radio said “24 hours, eh? *small pause* I can’t see any change yet…” and I was thinking… Bush took 8 years to fuck up the country… give the guy a minute… jeesh…
True, there hasn’t been any major change YET, but I think it’s coming… and for the better…